List: Thoughts.

1. I am such an asshole.
2. I am one dumb cookie.
3. I am worthless.
4. I look...igh.
5. I can write well.
6. I am interesting.
7. I am the most boring person you will ever meet.
8. I do think I know a lot.
9. I am nowhere near "Know-It-All" status.
10. I have a large vobabulary.
11. I am such a bitch.
12. I have schizoid personality disorder.
13. That or I suffer from a sever case of depression.
14. Nearly everything I say is bullshit.
15. I am weird.
16. I am everything.
17. I am nothing.
18. I am useless.
19. I have a vast potential.
20. I have no drive.
21. I never know what to say.
22. I hate talking about myself.
23. I love me.
24. I'm socially awkward.
25. I like nearly every guy I've ever met.
26. I usually don't like guys who openly like me.
27. I think it's because I prefer subtlety.
28. I'm a tease. Really.
29. I'll probably end up in abusive relationships.
30. I don't really want a boyfriend.
31. My body disagrees with me.
33. I wish I could be completely bisexual, or at least enough to get over the idea of engageing in a relationship with a girl.
34. I really like being hit on by girls.
35. I'm a pushover.
36. I will forgive you 99/100 times.
37. PDAs? Uh, no thanks.
38. I actually don't know if that's true.
39. I just hate how awkward situations get when I have PDAs.
40. It's because PDAs are out of character.
41. I'm a creep.
42. This is the longest list I've ever made.
43. I have no idea why I'm continuing this one.
44. I wish I could know everything.
45. I want for someone to tell me he/she likes me. Like, just walk up to me and say it.
46. I hate when people ask to do something to me, e.g. "Can I hug you?" Just freaking do it if you want it. I won't stop you.
47. Yeah, I realize that can be a bad thing in some situations.
48. I don't really care.
49. I love you. Frankly. I do. (This isn't directed at anyone in particular.)
50. Do you think I can make it to 100? I don't.
51. I wish I could be a pilot.
52. I wish I were taller.
53. I really am only attracted to white or light-skinned guys. :/
54. Yeah, that sounds racist. So what?
55. If you ask me a question, 7/10 chances I will answer honestly.
56. There will always be things I will keep to myself, but 7/10 is better than most people. I would hope anyway.
57. Yeah, I want you to like me.
58. If I like you, I will more than likely tell you.
59. Though whether I mean that in *that* way or not might not be so obvious.
60. I hate how lonely I feel when I'm in social situations.
61. I dislike not being normal most of the time.
62. I have problems. Real problems.
63. I don't think most things are trivial.
64. I just don't like talking about banal things.
65. I wonder when I'll stop.
66. I like when people read what I write.
67. It's the only way most people can get to know me.
68. I make sure it's that way for no real reason.
69. I am exactly shy, I just really don't ever know what to do.
70. I lack a strong sense of morality.
71. I'm horrible.
72. I really do just want to feel loved.
73. I really do just think that's impossible.
74. I really don't think people don't like me.
75. I just refuse to believe that they like me.
76. I fuck everything up, let's face it.
77. I wish people could be as forgiving as me.
78. I cry. A lot. At anything.
79. I can only cry for like a minute.
80. Beyond that it's practically physically impossible.
81. I have the line, "somethinnng, thingg, twisted transistor" stuck in my head.
82. I know it's from a song by Korn, but I've no idea what the name is.
83. I'm semi tired.
84. I feel guilty cos I told Chris I'd sleep early last night.
85. It's now 4:47 AM.
86. I'm done.
87. I feel awkward ending at this number.